Finally!

I think my mindset has finally been fixed! I want so badly to be the woman that God wants me to be! I've struggled so much. Submitting to my husband has never been a problem. But laziness has.

I have two sweet babies and such a wonderful husband. They deserve so much better! I want to enjoy cooking and cleaning. Love is not a problem. I love them all so much I feel if I loved them more, my heart would burst! But then my heart just expands to make room for the extra love that comes daily.

I had a talk with my husband last night. We've decided that we want what we used to have. When we first came to Christ, about 3 years ago, we were so on fire! We couldn't get enough of His word, of going to church, of ANYTHING that had to do with Him. But we've let that fire dwindle to a flicker. We've let too much of the world in. We've decided to get rid of so much stuff that we know God wouldn't want us to have anyway. Make more room for Him in our lives. I am so excited!

Babies

I want more babies. My husband doesn't......yet. He didn't want to have any in the first place. Than I got pregnant with our son on our honeymoon or soon after. And when he was two I started wanting another one. It took over a year to convince my DH. And then I had my daughter. And you would've never know he hadn't wanted kids. He loves them so much! And he's such a good Daddy! I love watching him with them.

Well I was talking to him last night about wanting another one and, although he still protested, I almost sensed a breaking. Like it wouldn't take as long to convince him this time. Oh, it may just be wishful thinking I guess. But I've already told God that if He has more for us, that's He's going to have to convince DH. So maybe that's what He's been doing already!

I have a friend who just found out she was 18 weeks pregnant. She had no idea! And another who's pretty sure she is pregnant too.
So I got baby fever again!
Well I'm off on my daily adventures! God Bless!